I’m a person who get out of his way to help others in needs. My wife have been unfaithful several times,but because of my kids and I really loved her, I have forgiven her. I had no other option to trust her with my eyes closed I was in the Military, but now in jail. I never caught her with another man until Dec/2007. Emotionally, I was not feeling right, I went to a psyschogist for help, but it seems I was alright for them.

The day came early from work and found my wife with another man. I felt in despair, confused, my mind just wondering with many questions. Felt very tight within me. I took a knife, do not know why, because when my wife came back, who run with the man out the house, I do not know where. I chased her with the knife, but not aware of it, I caught up to her, did not even thought about harming her, I told her to call the police.

From there after, all I felt was confused, could not hear or see. Until the police tazed me. I could have run in the house and put the knife away,if I told her to call the police. What happen to me, I did not reacted normal. I’m in a state of depression and hopelessness. I’M in jail. I need an evaluation of my mental status!!!