It all started out as Daddy’s little girl or should I say cupcake. I was the only child due to my mother getting ovarian cancer at 26 years old.I was only 3 at the time.My father was a huge gambler and put us in debt and our lives in the hands of dirtbags. My Mother is still going stong to this day, but she is a sweetheart but not affectionit. My mother had 9 surguries. so i saw her in n out oof hospitals.Not so easy when your all alone and you cant tell anyone.

MY FATHER to sum him up….GAMBLER, ALCOLIC,,,CRAZY, SCAMARTIST,COWARD.WEAK…..Then I realized he really did have a problem, because i saw it in me. I was robbed twice at gunpoit that scarred me. So WHEN MY DAD GOT OUT OF THE MENTAL WARD HE ROBBED SEVERAL BANKS WITH FAKE EXPLOSIVES…..He got caught, and I got the phone call. Phone calls from his bookies , oh they were nice ones, phone calls fron FEDERAL PRISON..Is THIS NORMAL? wE BOTH ARE BIPOLARso I try to deal and now he has parkingsons, when is it going to be me?

He left me out to dry recently when i had an episde, because HE WANTS MEEEEEE HAPPY.see heeeeeeee wants meeeeee.. HOW DOES HE KNOW I’M NOT HAPPY……..WHAT DO I DO ASHLEY